I'm in love. It sounds stupid and it's really naive of me but I'm really..really in love.
Crap, it's so crazy. I thought dating Kristof would last maybe a few weeks and then he'd
dump me for some hotter girl he met in town. And I mean, he could still dump me within the
next week or so for some hotter girl he met in town, but I hope not. Chasity's party was pretty decent,
I mean I'm not exactly one for dancing and all, but it was actually pretty funny just to watch Izzy and
Summer and occasionally Sarah. Sucks that bad things had to happen, Summer got her cigarettes
taken away and about 80 bucks stolen, I only had twenty stolen, but they left money still? I have no idea.
People threw bitch fits, Izzy worked her way threw the men, etc etc. It was the 'afterparty' that really set off
for me, haha. Kristof's mom reminds me so much of my dad, so it kind of makes me feel better
about things knowing that he knows what shits like. I was always really embarassed of my dad but
I dunno. We went back to his mom's apartment, cuddled up on the couch, and barrreely watched Lost
In Translation. Hah, before his mom went to bed she told Kris 'not to play with the vaccum cleaner'
I didnt get that joke until the next morning, HAH. I really didn't think Id give it up to him that quickly,
but I dunno, it all felt really right. I just hope he doesn't leave me cause now he got what he wanted.
I'm really nervous about that. Anyway, before whatever happened happened, we had to walk to the
gas station to pick up condoms. On the way home I wound up slipping on ice and falling on my ass.
Fucking sucked hahah but he thought it was really cute so I guess I don't care. Thats another thing
I'm worried about. No condom on the first round, I hope I don't fucking get pregnant. I'll just give up
and kill myself, hah. Then in the morning we just laid around on the couch, allllll morning. It was nice!
When I got back to Summer's the door was locked and her moms car wasnt in the driveway. I frrreaaked,
I just told my mom to pick me up outside her house cause they had to go to her uncles for lunch or sometihng
haha but I wound up sitting out there for 20 min, then Montanna came to the door, thank god. Summer was just
sleep, no biggy, and her phone died. Montanna kept hitting on me though, it was really creepy. Like okay
he hits on me occasionally, but it was super creepy this time hahaha. Again though, no biggy. My mom picked
me up some really cute boots while she was out earlier in the morning though, it was great cause my mom
never picks out anything I like let alone she never just gets me little gifts. Cute. We visited my uncle
Bob for a little and then we finally got home. Let me tell you, I got home, made a huge sandwich, and curled
up in a ball on the couch. I layed there, watching Law and Order from 3 to 6..at 6 I rolled over and took a
nap, I woke up at 6:45 and watched more Law and Order til 9, then I went upstairs to bed. I was tuckered out.
I still am, aka sweaaaattpants for today, thank god for public school.